STORY OF ME

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simple man and many more like normal human

Selasa, 21 Februari 2012

biografi


hirup indah hangat nya ajal
membuka pintu awal
kebencian menguasai akal
kehidupan kelam satu tujuan yang gagal

slamat datang di dunia baru
harapan omong kosong setiap para perihal
hasra terlahir, hancurkan segala hal

teori menghancurkan dunia
gerbang awal kehidupan fana
selamat datang neraka
salam sapa penghuni surga

biografi haus dosa

Reff:
parasit, mamakan tubuh
bankai-bangkai pengubar janji
ending bahagia, dongeng belaka
realita memakan nyawa manusia
biografi para pendosa

biografi mati
buku hitam terbenam
biografi mati
jasat-jasa terpendam
biografi mati
puisi yang tertikam

(back to Reff)

Kamis, 16 Februari 2012

Fantasies

terdampar di dunia awam
terbesit di antara sayup pikup yang hina
diam sejenak menghembuskan nafas yang sekarat
luka, hasrat terlahir matihasrat dengki terbesit

mimpi-mimpi tersirat
angan pun terhampar di dalam ruang hampa
mimpi-mimpi menjadi pondasi
tertidur di hangat nya realita

reff:
dying of his mortal world,
without a clear purpose
paused a dying breath
insults, abuse
contemptible among its existing world
contempt of the world

hidup tak lagi berarti, tujuan hanyalah bualan (contempt of the world)
mimpi-mimpi indah di tengah peperangan (nothing to over end)
lie face wound in between the smiles of hope
lie face wound in over end

reff:
dying of his mortal world,
without a clear purpose
paused a dying breath
insults, abuse
contemptible among its existing world
contempt of the world

Fantasies

hasrat dengki terbesit
mimpi-mimpi tersirat
angan pun terhampar di dalam ruang hampa
mimpi-mimpi menjadi pondasi
tertidur di hangat nya realita
MATI



Minggu, 12 Februari 2012

born to die

gggrrrr hhhaaaaa
pursue paused water that falls in between the body
blood-flow blood
hatred is born to die
hatred is born to die
hatred is born to die

human beings as born witness to his enduring hatred
tired of climbing the burden on my shoulders, feel the life go away
was silent for a moment of mortal life, moaning in pain as if missing
hatred is born to die
living in the shackles of pain
sebaga feel right at birth to the world of pests
lost all hope
suicide is not stalled
ggrrhhhaaa

(Chorus)
already suffering enough to live
seek peace among the world's toxic
born as useless
death is just a loser
loser
loser
born to die
born to die

poems for peace, just the mask of justice
, The real ruler of the property seized
regulations binding on all slowly strangled to death
hatred is born to die
hatred is born to die
hatred is born to die

human beings as born witness to his enduring hatred
tired of climbing the burden on my shoulders, feel the life go away
was silent for a moment of mortal life, moaning in pain as if missing
hatred is born to die
living in the shackles of pain
sebaga feel right at birth to the world of pests
lost all hope
suicide is not stalled
ggrrhhhaaa

(Chorus)
already suffering enough to live
seek peace among the world's toxic
born as useless
death is just a loser
loser
loser
born to die
born to die

forget about death





August fourteen

lying quietly disappeared into the dark memories
remove the traces of which have been etched in the brain
create an eerie memories of blood in my body froze
try lying for a moment forget the beautiful atmosphere above the pain

August fourteen engraved a sweet memory
I try memusnah tlah's a beautiful thing in the sweat of his theatrical world
why?
emua why it disappeared in the sweat of agony that I think
create an eerie memories of blood in my body froze

(reff:) August fourteen blood tears of happiness
tried to kill all the sweet memories
August fourteen engraved where an eternal pain
death, between about happiness that nobody can understand
lost all the while freezing the blood in my body
hina, perish, my tired body rests on the shoulders of a quiet life
menitih remove it all loads

August fourteen engraved a sweet memory
I try memusnah tlah's a beautiful thing in the sweat of his theatrical world
why?
emua why it disappeared in the sweat of agony that I think
create an eerie memories of blood in my body froze

lying quietly disappeared into the dark memories
remove the traces of which have been etched in the brain
create an eerie memories of blood in my body froze
try lying for a moment forget the beautiful atmosphere above the pain

(back to reff)
August fourteenth






Senin, 06 Februari 2012

J


j said: "you were crazy, psychopath
after a long time I'll go mad for you"


It was very exciting for my life at the time it all seemed frozen in the brain and there are good memories with j
j is very special in my days.and now I'm his human worth of wood to move without a soul, I screamed as loud as any one would not know and when I cried j can only understand my cry
slowly there are things that I need to protect and I can smile without wearing a mask to smile
j said: "you were crazy, psychopath
after a long time I'll go mad for you"
j know if I'm a psychopath, but j understands how to accept all of my abnormality

but the ending that story said : NO
















one thing that always makes me feel guilty when I can not grant the request j to see the fireflies
because j wanted to see fireflies in her life
not only that
many things that I recalled with j
its the only man who can accept me for abnormalities not only j

thanks j for the days you had given :')